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| So the summer is comin' to an end. I can't help but think of where I'm goin' with my life. I still have the same small group of friends, that I would end someone's life for. I have a new boy in my life, Brenden, as of last month. And I care about him more than I ever thought I would. My nephews are growin' up so fast, I can't believe they're already a year and a half old. My sister's weddin' is fast approachin'.. only two more months to go. I'm no longer in school, I graduated with high honors and I can't seem to figure out what I want to do with my life.
I'm At A Crossroads.
It kills me to know two of my bestfriends are servin' in the Army, and the rest of them are all headin' off to school. Some movin' away, some stayin' here. And I feel like I'm bein' left behind. I always wanted to go to college. Always. But, lately. I just kinda want to settle down, and start a family young. School can wait.. or can it? Everythin' I wanna do in school, I'd have to move. And I get home sick too fast to do that. I feel like somethin' missin'. I just can't figure out what it is.
I'm not sure where I'm goin'. When I was younger, I wanted nothin' more than to grow up and fast. Now that I'm a legal adult, all I want is for time to stand still. I want to live in each moment forever. I look at my nephews, and my other little cousins, and all I do is think of how easy life was at that age. Totally carefree. Not a single worry in the world. I want that back.
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| I'm terribly sorry that I've obviously been lazy.
But, I'm trying to get a job, and sell my Jeep to buy a truck.
Just a lot of stuff hasn't been going good for me.
I have been with Ryan a lot though, so that's a kind of good reason.
Anyways, I'm looking for quotes now.
Probably have an update for you tomorrow (:
love-love-love
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I made this, of course. And it makes me happy (:
*TONSSS of new stuff tomorrow, I promise.love-love-love | | |
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